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everyone is having their babys and I'm still fat, round, and gassy and have quite some time to go... :-(

I'm very happy and excited for you ladies, I'm just dying to hold my baby and pee on my own schedule. this pregnancy is really kicking my butt and would like for time to hurry up....

Of going into the twins forum daily just to look at all the pictures. I'm so jealous of the triples and multiples, not that I honestly think I could do it or want to but that's such an amazing blessing I wish I had the choice! Lol

What are you ladies guilty of on bb?

Ok so I've tried to be part of some groups but I never can really find the lovely ladies that I would love to know while TTC. Any ladies that are TTC out there please join me on this wonderful (and sometimes frustrating!) journey (:
I have been TTC for 2 months now
I just had AF arrive on the 7/11 and ended 11/11 so I'm waiting to ovulate and really excited I feel his month or next month will be mine (:
Trying elevit and menevit next week and fingers crossed it will give me the extra baby dust I need !!!
GL to all!
Hope to hear from you soon 

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Wherever you are! It's been too quiet in here lately. Where is everyone?

Wherever you are! It's been too quiet in here lately. Where is everyone?

Wherever you are! It's been too quiet in here lately. Where is everyone?

I was leaving a family member's house yesterday and my cousin's son (8 yrs old) asked if I was going to be home alone. I said yes while they went to the movie I would be home alone (ribs hurt too much to sit up that long) but that I had my phone and would be ok. His 6 year old brother said "no, she won't be home alone, she will be home with the baby!!" (I'm 37 weeks) super cute!! 8 year old "no!! The baby is dead still! He's not alive until he comes out!"

He and his brother then argued about whether he is really alive yet. The 8 year old has struggles with this since I got pregnant. I've tried explaining to him, but kinda gave up. He even wanted to punch the baby because it "wouldn't hurt him cuz he is still dead" I firmly explainedthat day how not ok that was î„š but he still doesn't think baby is alive yet. Oh kids lol.

On my way to the first part of the app. I think it's mainly just questions.

Not praying for a miracle, but can you girls please pray for this to go as easy an emotionally painless as possible? I'm gonna need it.

Thank you...

UPDATE: went through the first part of the procedure. It hurt a little but the doctor said that since things went so well we can do everything tomorrow.

Part of me is sad because I thought I had one more day, but the other part of me keeps reminding myself I really shouldnt need another day.

They did do another ultrasound though. Same outcome but they can see the placenta is already tearing away and his heart is very very slow. It makes it easier knowing there really is nothing else I can do. We thought about holding out til the end so we could meet him if only for an hour, but the doc said she's expecting things to end on their own even before tomorrow.

It hurts no matter what but I feel much better about my choice. We were talking about it with family, and 2 days ago my FIL pulled my husband to the side and told him something he NEVER knew. He had been married before in his late teens, early 20s and had a daughter. They knew shed die shortly after birth but wanted to go through with it anyways. He started shaking and crying and told DH his baby only lived for 18 hours, she died in his arms and he was never the same after that. He couldnt deal with even looking at his wife and said it ruined them. He was crying begging CJ to not let me put myself through that. He said at the time he thought it was right but looking back it scarred him forever. Then my Aunt told me she gave birth to a still born girl at 22 weeks and said she wished she had the options I have. It's amazing to me the secrets that get kept in families but seeing how hurt my aunt and FIL were, crying 30 years later really made an impression.

No matter what it sucks and it's hard, but I know it'll be ok. I have tons of family calling and offering help and my dad and step mom are gonna come down from PA and stay with me for a week to help while I heal.

Thanks for the prayers. I really do feel more at peace with situation than I have since I first found out.

My husband got me a new book for an early birthday present and I'm so excited to read it! Anyone here like reading? What books do you like?