Feel free to tell me if I'm out of order askin stuff in here I will go back to the ttc section!!
Hope all of you are good and having a fab pregnancy!!! Xxx
I resent you for spending every free moment working on said motorcycle and having your pregnant wife mow lawns, keep the house clean, top soil and seed the lawns and pretty much single handedly maintain our finances, and home.
I resent you for going out for a 'quick ride around town' on your motorcycle, only to still be gone almost two hours later while I lay in bed at midnight wondering if you are safe or when your rumbling atrocity is going to wake me if I fall asleep.
I resent you for questioning me when I say I need a new bra because my pregnant body is changing, after you have spent so much on yourself.
I resent you for never planning anything special for my birthday, valentines day or mothers day, giving me a card late if at all just because you feel obligated. And nothing else, because you complain that you work.... Yeah. So do I. That never kept me from doing kind things for you.
I resent you for leaving everything you use wherever it falls because aparently it is my job to clean up after you.
I resent myself for leaving someone who was perfect for me in every way because I was dealing with cancer in the family and couldn't cope so I distanced myself and now I am with you, married, pregnant, thinking about how much you drive me crazy and how dumb I am to be in this house, alone, unable to sleep, resenting you for my choice.
Ugh. Thank you for listening to me rant.