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With my first I was in a terrible situation, it was a very bad relationship, i had no support from my ex and dealt with his addiction and anger. It was a terrible pregnancy, I had hyperemesis gravidarum, such bad anxiety that i had to go back onto my pills, PUPPP and a terrible sciatic nerve problem, BUT always felt love for the beautiful little boy growing inside me.
This time around, I am in a good place in my life, engaged to a great guy who loves me and my son unconditionally, we have a beautiful home with tons of room for more children, he's got a good job and I will be able to shut down my day home when things start becoming too hard on me. The pregnancy hasn't been too hard on my yet compared to my first.. Here's the thing, I feel depressed, i cry a lot. I am so distant from my fiancé and give him no affection at all, i feel like i have no emotions. And i feel nothing about the baby growing inside me and even get so depressed I start thinking maybe I don't want this child (unplanned, but weren't careful once) and actually read things about abortions ect. I know I would never get an abortion, and other than certain situations don't really believe in them when its for selfish reasons (but to each their own)
But I just feel terrible, I have a great support system but, I still feel alone.